crowd
25-01-2012

there are 3 parts to my dream. 1st i am at what seems to be a school with I think my brother and some friends (but i dont know them). we are walking and I see my ex boyfriend (8yr relationship) with his friends flirting with girls. I am happy to see him and try to talk to him but its like he dont even know i am there. he totally ignores me and i feel so incredably sad(this part is reaccurring, the scene is different but seeing him and him not aknowledging me is reaccurring)
then jump to 2nd part...
not sure where we are but i am with my mom my 10 yr old son and few other family members ,wherever we are it is incredably crowded and loud. i am walking through the crowd and there is my dad pushing my grandpa in a wheelchair(they are both deceased in real life) it is there ghost i am seeing nobody else sees them. they are just looking at me and i run to thembut i cant get close to them and I cant talk to them. i try and I cant so I start sobbing. crying so hard cuz i just want to talk to my dad.that part ends with me crying extremly hard.
part 3 ...suddenly i am sitting on what i thought was a rock with my brother and a female i couldnt see face. i dnt know what she looked like but knew it was a female.my brother then starts pushing me to scare me as i realize we are on ice.rocks on top of ice. and all around us the ice starts caving in and my space gets smaller and smaller and he is playing but I am so scared i am going to fall off. i felt terrified. i never fell off but i woke up and i was crying for real when I woke. i apparently cried a lot my pillow was wet and my eyes were real wet and red.
I feel like this dream and 3 parts are common or reaccurring ...as far as my ex boyfriend and my dead dad. I often dream of the 2 ...maybe different situations but he is always ignoring me and my dad I can never talk to him or get near him. and i cry. please help me